whats home?

i lived on waiheke island from pretty much when i was born till i was 7. then i moved to petone and upper hutt with my mum, i lived there for 3 years then i moved back to waiheke and lived there for like 4 years. in janurary i found out we might be moving to whitianga, i was so excited to get away from all the bs that was going on there with guys and my friends. but then in march things got so much better and we were leaving for whitianga at the end of march, i was so upset about moving and i did not want to go at all. well im there now, and im hating it. i hate everything about this place. i just want to go back to where i call home, but i know i cant D: and its a horrible feeling.