without the bad days, you wouln't know what a good day was

ive been so exhausted lately. just everything is starting to turn into a little bit of a mess. i miss everything that used to be around. i miss last year. even though last year was so crazy. moving around so much and so many dramas. at least school wasnt so complicated. im always so stressed about it all. and this year all those dramas seem to be gone, but now i have my own to deal with. my own dramas with myself, that no one really knows about, so therefore i have no one to really confide in. last year i got hurt, used, played whatever you wanna call it. but this year i dont even have the chance to, considering the guy i am falling for so quickly doesnt live close enough.

when people used to say as you get older things get harder, i never believed them! but now, now i do.

I WISH YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LIKE YOU!

DISTANCE FUCKIN SUCKS!

you hated me. now you dont.
make up your mind!
stop sending mixed signals.
i wish i could tell you about my
feelings as easy as you do.
im sick of hiding it all from you.
i just want to run up to you
and tell you. but it isnt
as simple as that!