even when you only say a few words to me, i cant help but fall all over again.

and once again the feelings i have for you come rushing back.. even when i try so hard to not let myself fall for you again. i dont want you, but i need you. you were always there for me. no matter how hard the situation was, you always stuck by me. and now you're gone i dont have that anymore. i dont miss you, but i miss our relationship.

WOOOO rakino ( my house ) won beach sports today.

baby names i love:

for a boy: felix, mason or hunter

for a girl: autumn, rainbow or bree.

and wtf did i ever do to you? NOTHING. immature dick.

50 quick facts bout me:
1: my real name is rebecca.
2: i get bored easily.
3: i have moved houses over 20 times.
4: i hate school, no matter what school i go to.
5: i love watching tele, when good things are on.
6: i fall for people easily.
7: i have been in love.
8: i love pink.
9: i love going to partys.
10: i live on an island.
11: i never straighten my hair anymore.
12: shopping is my fave hobby.
13: peoples starsigns interest me.
14: i hate tea and coffee.
15: i am very emotional.
16: i wish i never died my hair.
17: i miss my nana alot.
18: i am the youngest sibling.
19: i want a boyfriend.
20: i love music.
21: fruit salad is one of my favourite foods.
22: i am one of the messiest people i know.
23: i trust too easily.
24: i want to be a hairdresser when i leave school.
25: guys that smell good are the hottest.
26: i have 'crushes' on a few different people.
27: i love the beach, but cant swim.
28: reality programes are my life.
29: weheartit is one of my most used websites.
30: im leaving school when im 16.
31: regrets rule my life.
32: i like to think im friendly.
33: i am currently growing my hair again.
34: also going to go blonde.
35: i want to lose weight.
36: i live for the weekends.
37: having money is the best.
38: i love taking photos.
39: the true friends i have mean the world to me.
40: guys with cars are instantly hotter.
41: i like things that smell lovely.
42: i need a job.
43: im very bubbly, not shy at all.
44: i know so many lyrics to songs.
45: i text waay too much.
46: you hardly ever see me without makeup.
47: i have met mr perfect.
48: i only get along with certain members of my family.
49: one of my good friends is on shortland street.
50: i dont change for anyone.

so when im 18 that will be my second tattoo i get possibly :)

havent even been at school for a month and im already counting down the weeks until the holidays. i think these ones are going to be good! cant wait :)

love the kardashians!

nearly only one more year till im 16 and i can leave school, move out, pretty much do whatever i want.

FREEDOM!

what is love?

do you tell them that everyday they are the only one you think of? it isn't love, its a lie. do you want them because you know they're there? it isn't love its lonlieness.
do you accept there faults because its part of who they are? then it's love. do you find others attractive but stay with them faithfully without regret? then it's love. would you give them your heart, your life, your death? think about it for a second.

everyone has a secret they haven't shared. everyone has a past no one's heard about. everyone has talents that people don't notice. everyone has weaknesses hidden inside. everyone has a story left untold.

to my dreamy perfect guy: i never thought i would meet someone as half as amazing as you. as soon as i met you, i knew i wanted you to be in my life. and i still think the same months later. people say they think you're perfect, i know you are perfect. and you're perfect for me. i want you to sweep me off my feet like ive been imagining everyday. ill be here waiting, because you're worth it.

i dont even know what to do anymore. i am wayyy too confused :(

i wish i had that one person i could talk to anything about no matter how bad it is. someone that will reassure me its okay. someone who will make me laugh and smile after crying. someone to love me. for me.

dont you HATE it when you make plans with someone, and then someone else invites you to something better but you cant cancel with the other person? I DO ITS LAME :(

and after all the time of the so called 'perfect' boy, they all break my heart. is it so bad to want to find love?

i want you. and i only want you. why dont you understand D: