you hated me. now you dont.
make up your mind!
stop sending mixed signals.
i wish i could tell you about my
feelings as easy as you do.
im sick of hiding it all from you.
i just want to run up to you
and tell you. but it isnt
as simple as that!

Here we go, come with me
There’s a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I’m a rocketeer

happy birthday to myself and lady gaga :)

whoever said, “you don’t know what you have until it’s gone” is wrong, because you know exactly what you have when you have it. you just don’t know how much you need it until you can’t have it anymore.

i try to tell myself everythings going to be okay, but when i really truely think about it. i know its not. sooner or later everything is going to come crashing down and im going to be stuck, completely. i really need to stop getting myself into these situations. i want to go and take every stupid thing back. i have learnt my lesson. now god, please dont hurt me.

when im being honest with myself, i dont even know how much longer i can keep up lying to myself and everyone. i have so many feelings for you, and i dont even know what to do about them. i know i love you, everything is telling me i do. but what to do about it? thats a mystery.

this rain and cold makes me wanna curl up and go to bed!

i know i shouldn't miss you, but i do. so much!

FUCK YES; its the weekend :)

everytime i see you i swear
i start liking you more.
please hurry up and make
up your mind if you like me
enough to ask me out.

and now all i can hope is that you listen to your head and your heart not the people around you :(

i wish you showed me you cared

man i love my life! im just so happy right now :)

my loves: my friends, family, texting, pink, truth or dare, shopping, winter clothes, high heels, the edge, sleeping, parties, vodka, makeup, hats, facebook, deep and meanigfuls, cuddling, mac makeup, alpacas, old photos, blankets, being crazy, nail poilish, smelling nice things, hashbrowns, boys, kissing, the rain, waiheke, drawing little pictures, cute texts, wine, painting, being healthy, walking the beach, shortland street, warm jumpers, wellington city, the name autumn, christmas food, redbull, blonde hair, nose peircings, funny teachers, having money, seeing the boy i like, getting butterflys, home and away, tattoos, blogger, striped clothes, sylvia park, cool cups, good nights, warm milo, going out, jewellery, curly hair, bellybutton peircings, hippies, pandora bracelts, fruit, knowing the truth when some has lied to me, drinking games, fast cars, dinner out, abbs, gelato,

finally i feel happy. not because of a boy, not because of anyone in paticular. just because life is so great at the moment. even though school is hard, im trying my best which is making me feel pleased with myself. all i want to do is suceed in life and get what i want out of it!

im feeling like ive got my life back :)

im actually kinda excited for winter? just being able to wear tights and jumpers.

bad decisions make good storys.

pretty keen to move back to wellington :)

i believe that everything happens for a reason.
people change so that you can learn to let them go.
things go wrong, so when they go right you can appreciate them when they go right.
you believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one, but yourself.
and sometimes things fall apart, so good things can fall together.

so sick D: not just with a cold, but with everything!